Things I Hate

I hate it when :

• I’m affraid of myself.
• I’m scared of what I might become.
• I don’t know what to do or how I feel.
• I’m sad and people ask me why I’m crying,even if they don’t care.
• I act like I care when I actually don’t.(I’m acting like people I hate).
• I act like I don’t care when I actually do.
• I keep telling myself that I’m not responsabile for something,even if I am,but I’m not brave enough to admit that.
• I grow older and older and there’s nothing I can do about it.
• There’s nothing I can do to make things right.
• I don’t do things at the right time.
• I say what I think about something,and by doing this I hurt someone,even I didn’t mean to.
• I’m annoying and I’m having a fight because of it.
• After a fight I realized I was wrong,and afterwards I end up crying all by myself.
• I’m tottally messing up other people’s lives and they have to fix that afterwards.
• I dissapoint people I love,and people I used to trust,dissapoint me at the same time.
• Persons you love aren’t actually,what they seem to be at first sight.Yes,they are usually dumbs and losers.
• People don’t trust me anymore.
• I’m mean with wrong people.
• I’m lost among strangers,in crowded places.
• I have to talk to boring people.
• I have to tell lies,and I don’t even believe the lies I’m saying.
• People disturb me,even if they know I am busy.
• People are starin’ at me and I can’t stare back at them.
• People don’t take me seriously.
• People judge me.
• People tell me I’m wrong,even if I’m not,but they don’t understand what I’m actually saying.
• I can’t do everything,even if I would like to.
• I don’t know what’s gonna happen.

That means I hate my hole life!:|DAMN!